Drinking will let me get over

I am CONFUSED

17 April

iie slept at ahma house since yesterday night
den morning junjie come wake me up
so cute . taking de boaster come and say " morning jiejie "
den ahkim bring junjie go hospital bring ahgu back
just 1 small accident make de whole hand bandage SO BIG
night 8+ go home online FB and maple awhile
den bath and make up
den go over to cyrus to find felix
den wait for him go his house bring tat " Martel" go spyder
meet up with valerie laopo and few of her friends
stay till 3+am .
laopo please forget about him le
iie see uue like tat i also xin tong
every week see u drunk like nobody business
but iie see uue so sad yesterday till uue cant even control yourself
and tat is when iie reflect myself
maybe iie also should have forget about him le
since he is doing his life so "blissfully" with another girl
head back to cyrus actually wan to spam felix
but den cyrus no com!
and i saw ppl toking LanJiaO wei about me
fine fine maybe i shouldnt go to tat place and get myself so hurt
headed home since no com
den WTF! headache !
when to sleep den ...
wake up only at 4pm today haas

my face is RED but I am not DRUNK
nice jacket? but not mine
i hate "MARTEL"!
vaL laopo & me
before going spyder with tat WILD hair