
24 April 10
* maple *
been at home
training my service since morning
from level 90 to 105
i so pissed
if tat bloody aran no ks my map for 2hrs i would have make it level 108
and i can go straight to skeL the next day i train
* NIGHT *
since michelle jie jio to go over to PowerHouse
den I call valerie laopo & desMond to go over too
waited for 1hr just to get in e entrance -.-
so lonq never go PH lerhs
still e same. no change so crowded
we have a hard time finding locker for our bag
lucky someone left early and we got it?
den there we off to the dance floor
saw quite a few of my friends there but not to mention xD
i'm at PowerHouse while Ryan bibi is at "Boiler"
got a urge to go over and find him but .
he with his friends while i'm with mine so... nvm =)
suddenly .
bi sms me at 3+ telling me tat he is sending his friend's gf home
as his friend is drunk, cannot fetch "tat gal" home
den i was like . "Jealous"?
but not exactly. i duno how to express my feeling
when u ask me tat question
" are u jealous ? Are u still treating me as him?"
i am shocked when u ask me such a question
tat make me walk from e dancing floor and to get to e corner
thinking about this question
and when u send me another sms saying
" I SENT TAT GAL TILL HER DOORSTEP AND INTO HER BEDROOM AS SHE CANT WALK WELL"
i really duno wad to reply u.
i felt jealous but i also feel tat I dun have a right to be jealous
cos I am treating u like him.
i feel sorry as i really still cant let it go yet
but i really hope that u will understand me
and to really give me abit more time
to be " The girl in YOUR HEART "



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