a surpise that i am not ready for.

30th Aug

meet laopo " Michelle " at clementi for dinner
we eat nasi lemak ..
randomly and we sat down to chat
for a moment..
we went to k box for our k singing !
half way .. weiLong come over to join us ..
about 1130 we left the k box & we head over to clementi Ave2
for supper .. lols ..
hais.. in mind still thinking ..
wanna head over to bibi house ma..
he said that he got thing to tell me and insist that I nid to go down
no matter how late..

about 12+ ok fine I surrender..
I cab over to his place and there he go !
he come out with a family surpise and say ..
will be his another half and stay with him till the world end..
tears roll down but ...
I dunno if I am suppose to be happy .. or fear of it..
baby .. I'm sorry ..
I not suppose to do tat but .. I just feel so insecure & no confidence of it
please give me some time .. and I hope u will think carefully as well <3